'i think if my life could get any worse, this blog post would make my life worse'

i enjoyed casino gambling for the first time saturday night

it was 'incredible'

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issue 3 (tao lin) of my magazine is done

one copy exists

it has a green cover and where it should have tao's bio it just says 'tao lin bio' twice, because i forgot to put it there

also there are other things wrong with it

the other nineteen copies will be 'normal' sort of

i will make them later

i just ran out of ink

yes

paypal $5 to zachary.german@gmail.com

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i just thought 'it's time to reject all the people you have been putting off rejecting for like a month even though you say on the internet that you respond within 24 hours'

and then i looked at my email thing and i didn't understand

i was confused by what i did and did not send or something

it's hard to explain

here: everyone is rejected

please submit more

$75

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also does anyone want to go on a date with me? see a movie, go to quintessence or something

i mean a date where we like each other or something

i don't know

not quintessence probably

i wish quintessence played better music or something

i wish 'raw food culture' was really really different from the way it is now

but yeah i guess a movie and quintessence

but we would know quintessence is really funny and we would laugh at it sort of

is this 'extremely far-fetched'

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it's hot as a bitch

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last night i drank six beers and then i ate a cheeseburger and french fries and drank a can of coca cola

i felt really bad when i woke up today

today i ate a grapefruit

i am going to lifethyme on my way to work

i going to drink coconut milk and meat blended together and eat two apples and a grapefruit

maybe a peach

maybe part of a watermelon

later i'm going to eat a salad

kale red pepper red onion cucumber nutritional yeast black pepper sea salt nama shoyu cold pressed olive oil

later i might drink a smoothie

figs grapefruit lemon strawberries blueberries

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also last night when i was waiting for the cheeseburger and french fries and can of coca cola i said 'do you like lil' wayne' to girl that was also waiting for 'food'

i don't really remember what happened after that

i felt really surprised

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i stopped being vegan

i eat non-vegan unhealthy things now when i am being unhealthy, in addition to vegan unhealthy things

i stopped being vegan because i don't care about animals

i think i feel a little worse when i eat non-vegan unhealthy things than i do when i eat vegan unhealthy things

'faggot'

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poll: should i put cacao in my smoothies